From the recording No Luck
A goodbye letter that might be too real. Read between the lines—this one hits hard.
Lyrics
Ohh
Uhm
Uhm
One thing that I learned is
Love is heartbreak
Disappointment
When it hurts your soul
You can’t be healed up with no ointments
Chilling with my boys
Yeah that’s the demons
In my head
I don’t got no problems
Going chilling with the dead
One thing that I learned is
Love is heartbreak
Disappointment
When it hurts your soul
You can’t be healed up with no ointments
Chilling with my boys
Yeah that’s the demons
In my head
I don’t got no problems
Going chilling with the dead
In real life
Fuck the feds
Got pills right next to my bed
For anxiety
I’m depressed
For the days that I feel less
For the times my mind needs rest
I need me and God to lock in
I’ve been trying so damn hard
But I’m drowning in these sins
Like damn
My grandma tripping man
She tell me live my life
I tell her that it’s storming
I tell that to the hoes
They tell me that I’m boring
And when it rains it pours
And baby it been pouring
Got a problem with my head
And I never take my meds
If I end up somewhere dead
Just remember all I said
And remember how I felt
Soul icy cold it melts
And I pray for all my homies
By this bed is where I knelt
Does it even really matter
Even Jesus got nailed
And my heart is about to shatter
It’s been heavy like a whale
What’s the point of being cold
We’re already living in hell
Can you open up my message
Will you send me back some mail
Uh
Let go through with it
What do you want to do
I will say to him
You do that
And that
And forget the money
Because if you say that getting the money
Is the most important thing
You will spend your life
Completely wasting your time
You’ll be doing things you don’t like doing
In order to go on living
That is to go on doing things you don’t like doing
Which is stupid
Better to have a short life
That is full of doing what you like doing
Than a long life spent in a miserable way